i've been left behind, will i ever make it home? (complete)

by gazecloud

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1.	organic system (intro) 00:24	lyrics	buy track
(Instrumental)
2.	home is really far, will i ever make it back? 03:29	lyrics	buy track
Will I see home again? If so, please tell me when I don’t wanna wait another ten years I don’t want my family to pass away That’s one of my biggest fears In this spacesuit, I cannot wipe away my tears, cannot wipe away my tears I’m hopeless inside, I just want this to be over I cannot tell what month it is, is it October? I feel the days, getting slower My body is getting colder
3.	i’ve been left without a trace (feat. Hank Chill) 04:05	lyrics	buy track
Floating off in space, tears run down my face Fragile like a vase, don’t wanna be stuck in place I’ve been left without a trace Floating with these crates Please god help me, please god help me I cannot die, I don’t wanna die
4.	i cannot keep up, please leave me behind 03:39	lyrics	buy track
Please hold me close, please don’t leave me in this cold space I don’t wanna be alone My knees are failing, I cannot keep up the pace Don’t leave me behind, I don’t wanna be left in time Please help me, please help me I cannot climb, I’m drifting away Please forget about me and leave me behind
5.	these might be my last minutes left (feat. melancholia blue) 04:20	lyrics	buy track
These might be my last minutes left I cannot waste a breath Waste a breath, waste a breath, waste a breath, waste a breath I’ve fallen like a bird out of a nest I cannot fix this mess that I’ve gotten myself into, into All I see is nothing but darkness in my view, in my view, in my view Like glue stuck in hair, I cannot get myself out I took the wrong route in life, now I’m here, now I’m here
6.	keep moving forward, you won’t make it out 04:48	lyrics	buy track
Nobody could hear my yells for my help Nobody could feel my breath Nobody is gonna hear my last minutes left, minutes left, minutes left, minutes left I’m stuck here, never to be left Stuck in a void, stuck in a void Stuck in a void, stuck in a void Keep moving forward, never to see a corner Keep moving forward, never to see a corner Keep moving forward, never to see a corner Keep moving forward, never to see a corner Keep moving forward, never to see a corner Keep moving forward Keep moving forward Keep moving forward
7.	drifting off, into nothingness 02:39	lyrics	buy track
(Instrumental)
8.	grow my wings and set me free 03:39	lyrics	buy track
I’m drowning, in my sorrow Cutting myself, will I see tomorrow? Blood goes down my knees, I just want to be set free I no longer wanna be in this body Grow my wings and set me free Grow my wings and set me free I’m sorry, I’m sorry for all things I’ve done I’m fucking sorry Grow my wings and set me free Grow my wings and set me free I’m sorry, I’m sorry for all things I’ve done I’m fucking sorry Grow my wings, grow my wings, set me free, set me free Grow my wings, grow my wings, set me free, set me free Grow my wings, grow my wings, set me free, set me free Grow my wings, grow my wings, set me free, set me free Grow my wings, grow my wings, set me free, set me free Grow my wings, grow my wings, set me free, set me free Grow my wings, grow my wings, set me free, set me free Grow my wings, grow my wings, set me free, set me free Grow my wings, grow my wings, set me free, set me free Grow my wings, grow my wings, set me free, set me free Grow my wings, grow my wings, set me free, set me free Grow my wings, grow my wings, set me free, set me free Grow my wings, grow my wings, set me free, set me free Grow my wings, grow my wings, set me free, set me free Grow my wings, grow my wings, set me free, set me free Grow my wings, grow my wings, set me free, set me free
9.	empty depression, i got nothing left 07:06	lyrics	buy track
Drifting off into nothingness Empty depression, with nothing left Not sure if I’ll ever make it out I’m begging, please just set me free Just set me free from this life Please just set me free from this life Don’t wanna be here, I got nothing left I got nothing left, I’ll never make it home, yeah Drifting off into nothingness Empty depression, with nothing left I’m not sure if I’ll ever make it out I’m begging, I’m begging Please just set me free from this life I don’t wanna be here, I got nothing left Got nothing left, got nothing left No, no, no
10.	a moment, before the end credits 03:47	lyrics	buy track
(Instrumental)
11.	keep walkin’ (into space) 10:11	lyrics	buy track
(Instrumental)

about

this is a version of my album: “i've been left behind, will i ever make it home?” with all the cut content from the album making it over 48 minutes in length.

i originally cut 15 minutes of content off the album, because i felt like it didn’t fit and wasn’t “good enough” for the album.

but after listening again, i felt like i should release it, hope you all enjoy this! <3

credits

released February 27, 2024

★ TRACKS 1-11 PRODUCED, MIXED + MASTERED BY : softcatfur.bandcamp.com
☆ TRACK 3 FEATURE WRITTEN + PREFORMED BY “HANK CHILL” OF ULTRA SHIELD : ultrashield.bandcamp.com
★ ADDITIONAL PRODUCTION TRACK 5 : melancholiablue.bandcamp.com
☆ TRACKS ALL WRITTEN BY : gazecloud.bandcamp.com

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