Trapped in my mind now
Kinda hard to get out
Have you seen me
I’m kinda hard to find now
Wasting my time and I’m trying not to give out
Isolation for me is a lifestyle
Why am I alone?
Why do I sit at home?
Where the fuck is my drive?
That shits kinda hard to find
I really can’t cope and it’s destroying my life
Falling victim to my mindset
Falling victim to my vices
I’ve been waiting all day and I still ain’t feeling righteous
I gotta get up, gotta work on my verses
Gotta work on some beats
Gotta make this fucking mixtape
I don’t know, was this all a fucking mistake
I dont know if I’m gonna make it
I just hope he don’t grab my life and take it
I don’t know what the fuck I’m doing wasting it
I’m going nowhere and I’m motherfucking hating it
Tossing turning, nightmares burning
Cross my heart and hope to die
And I don’t even know what to do right now
But I will do anything to get a hold of you
You be on my mind everyday
You be on my mind every night
Just tell me what I gotta do
To gain your love back again
Pull up in a fucking hearse
I’m on this fucking verse
I know my life is fucking cursed
I’m about to die of thirst
And I know, I’m the worst
I desrever saw tihs siht hsiw
This blade, it is made outta fucking steel
Cut myself, till I fucking heal
Fuck with my skin, make it fucking peal
Am I alive? Can I still feel?
Is this fucking real?
Clapping like a seal
Eating my last meal
(Yeah, aye)
(Yeah, uh, okay, okay, okay)
credits
released July 15, 2022
☆★ FEATURES; JADAM & lilxanaxietyattack ★☆
★☆ PRODUCTION, MIXING & MASTERING; softcatfur ☆★
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Soul-searching hip-hop from this Florida rapper, with lyrics that dig deep and take an unflinching look at life’s questions. Bandcamp New & Notable May 1, 2023
